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Kimbal Anderson-Sensei: Audio, video and essay

Omoto-kyo version, Tokyo version, Iwama version…

August15CROPCOLORIZETIGHTER– – – by Kimbal Anderson Sensei

…I think we had O’Sensei’s  Omoto-kyo version and his Tokyo version and his Iwama version and we don’t understand that:  but his Omoto-kyo version was actually about penetrating the universe.  And people in Tokyo,  recovering from being utterly bombed  out by American B-29’s… well,  it’s tricky to get them interested, because they’re trying to eat. And the guys in Iwama are out in the country, going “I’m so glad we’re out here!” and most of them are high school kids…  But Omoto-kyo folks would have been ready to start setting the whole world aright, and to start raising people up…   They would have remembered what Deguchi said: “everything happens first to Omoto-kyo, then to Japan, and finally to the whole world…”   And they would have understood the aikido that O’Sensei was showing them to be a part of this…

calligraphy by Onisaburo Deguchi: “August 15th DAY” – being the date of Japan’s surrender, the character for “DAY” being drawn in the archaic style that also means “GOD”,  and,  with a variant center:  “SU” – that is: AME-NO-MINAKA-NUSHI – that is: a new beginning.SUcrop

 

Aikido is Learning the Habits of Great Nature…

– – – by Kimbal Anderson Sensei

I was reading, today, some dialogues with a generation of teachers that came before us, and they were talking about time. About how aikido is based on a sense of time that comes from living with the habits of Great Nature.

And this is not about living some Romantic-era, balmy utopia. It’s about familiarizing yourself with something. And at one time, competence in this was considered to be very important.

So. You are learning to familiarize yourself with the habits of Great Nature.

Nature has habits.

That’s why, for instance, there used to be clock gardens where they planted different plants, that would open at certain times of day… so, you know, it was really nice when they discovered Peru, because now you could have a  “4 o’clock” …

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Training in the spirit of Embu

So I’ve been talking about the spirit of training – and sometimes we use the term “embu“, as in – for example – we do aikido and someone’ll say it was an embu for something – an event or whatever… well, I think that if you can use your time and training to connect with that sacred life aspect: having the thought that your life has value and meaning and is a gift, a sacred thing, and you practise from there, then you can say that all your training is, in essence, an offering of thanks and recognition to the universe.

Now, there are some things that can help you connect to this spirit of embu in the way you participate: so in class…

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Inner Confidence

– – – by Kimbal Anderson Sensei

Because I really want to work on this concept of what inner confidence is:  and it’s not a usual thing. It’s not victory:  it’s self-victory.  It’s the  internal victory.

I consider what we do to be pretty whole.  It covers all bases…but I think in this time, this culture’s very much… American culture right now is… really polarized. And angry. And exhausted at the same time. And confidence is seen as the ability to crush the other. And I always wonder, looking at the political discourse we have now:  “so if the other side wins, do they crush us?  Is that it? Is that the fruit of their winning, that the country is brutalized by their ability to do whatever they want?”

That’s kind of the impression you get now.

And that is where aiki comes into play.

I think  O’Sensei’s  thing of – – –  well, that’s what people were doing back then.  And he went “Uh-huh… this is not going to come to a good end.”

So hopefully, at least here in the dojo,  we get to experience other ways of being. And so we can look at what’s going on maybe with not quite so much… monovision.  And we won’t get sucked into it. We won’t get sucked  into it…

On performing Embu…

 – – – by Kimbal Anderson Sensei

Sometimes – and we just did this – I ask you to come participate in an embu. And there’s a lot of.. well…  not a lot of people know what it means…even Japanese: the modern Japanese don’t hear the word much. But what traditionally was done was a formal kind of presentation of your art. That could be tea ceremony, that could be whatever, … in our case – you know – aiki.

Well the difference between that and what happens now is that it was given as an offering. So in some cases you were doing it as an offering to the local deities: the village shinto deities, or maybe a big temple, or to someone important like the daimyo or even the emperor…

But there’s a real difference between “we’re going to do a demonstration, a bit of salesmanship and theatre” and an embu – they’re not the same thing at all – and that quality might get lost in America. Because our attempt to be…  you know, surface egalitarianism has resulted in the loss of some really powerful potentialities that people have, because in fact, any person can become  – even if momentarily – empowered by the environment, or in this case the kami you’re having come down to look at this thing you’re doing

In many forms of embu, in many forms of ko-ryu, in karate, say the teacher takes the role of  uke: so they’re the one receiving what the student’s doing. And then it usually ends with “this is the final move” – which would usually be the end of the fight.

But in aiki, the concept is that we purify the world by training. You’ve probably realized that when you train, you feel changed: and you can come in grumpy, or whatever, and you leave feeling exhilarated. We have some long, long training, and instead of becoming exhausted, you tap into this good thing in you, right?  Like:  last night  by the end of training, everyone was finally relaxed enough to train! So the idea of embu for me is the idea of a sacred activity. O’Sensei would do like misogi-no-jo waza: he was purifying the dojo, and attracting the attention of all the supporting environmental energies. But it requires a different kind of concentration when you do it.

Peter-san got me an opportunity to do embu for the victims of the 2011 Great Tohoku Earthquake 1)… and I remember when I was considering doing it: it’s such an extraordinary thing that happened: the world got turned upside down so that earth became sky, water is over the earth…

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Why we train… (3)

by Kimbal Anderson Sensei

So I want to talk to you a couple of concepts that we’re going to work with…

I was just thinking how little, in aikido training, you see that is based on multiple people doing something. Sometimes you have randori, where a single person has a multitude being uke. Occasionally we have two people grabbing. But the emphasis is not on the beneficent organization of multiple people  It’s usually based on a bunch of people doing the wrong thing.

But I guess the counterpoint to that is the concept of what a dojo is.

In Japan, if we lived in some rural area, the dojo, in essence, would be a school of community…

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A few weeks before Andre Nocquet Shihan passed (2)…

– – – by Kimbal Anderson Sensei

So what space do we imagine we are studying this in? Because it’s all imagination. We don’t know O’Sensei. We don’t know him. And his students…well, I’ve heard, depending on who experienced what he did, just really black and white differences in what they tell us about him.

But I consider O’Sensei’s being like the Guru, the Light-Bringer… that’s why I do this.

I just get really bored with the whole martial, “Would it win in a bar-fight?”… you know, all the violence people try to add to it, which is like, to me, what children do: playing with sticks. Versus a swordsman, versus someone who’s practising the mandala of footwork…

The fact that you don’t murder someone with your spiritual study is not a weakness.

And this is the falling into degradation of an age where… Shmuel-san, I’m sure you can understand this, particularly… you read writings from these very old traditions, very well known people who – if you take just a minute to step back – there were no street-lights there were no political groups, there’s no Facebook, there’s none of the pressure to be popular…  it was like deepness… and they were doing it because it was the only thing that it made sense to do. It was a love. The deepest thing a person on their own, utilizing what has been written, exists, and  listening to other teachers… your deepest attempt to make contact with the universe.

That’s what it is…

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Tanren-ho is part of a Way (1)…

I think for us,  because we study sword seriously, understanding Form and Emptiness through the sword is a very, very special thing.  Some people may be cutting to develop strength and endurance and center and all that, but to feel the nature of movement itself yin and yang, in and yo, is a very, very essential thing.  When the sword is floating – a sword of “heaven” – it’s completely different than picking the sword up and beating on something. Even though, often, you have to start off by beating on things.

So, for instance, we have a very specific way to hold a sword which is, I guess, a sort of  secret teaching of our ryu but really is very practical and works, but it also… if you hold a sword that way… it grounds you, connects you… it does all the physicality that you need:  connects the hips, et cetera

Also, it’s not an ambitious sword:  you cut a thousand cuts not to make a thousand cuts but to experience each cut:  smoothly, clearly…  and soon your jodan cut becomes shomen-uchi:  it’s like you see everything begins to fuse together, and you understand the nature of shomen-uchi.  Because while sometimes  people think that, in aikido, the forms are  kind of contrived… “no-one hits that way…”  you hear all kinds of criticism… well, the truth is they don’t know what we’re studying, really,

You’ve got to remember when you’re thinking about the idea of te-gatana, that there’s a  scroll tengu transmitting this idea of the sword-hand.  And you’re not going to be truly studying the sword-hand unless you use it like a sword. And you’re not going to understand a sword till you pick up the sword and use it. A sword is made for cutting. You have to know how to use the sword and feel it interacting with its  environment, particularly its target.  So I think that’s pretty essential stuff.

– – – Kimbal Anderson Sensei

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– – – by Kimbal Anderson Sensei

  • You have to be trying to get nage‘s center.  And then you have to let nage  get YOUR center. Depending on who you’re training with, you may have back off just enough so that they can get your center.

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So.  The reason that we train the way we train is to help each other learn. So training has to be absolutely honest.  Honest is not being brutal, and over-coming the other person so that they can never do anything. Honest is not exerting an inappropriate amount of force for the level the other person’s at.

Being honest, you need to always take their center, or at least make a good attempt – and NOT with any stiffness – and we always want to get that little shift in balance – if not kuzushi, then the beginning of kuzushi – no matter what role we’re in. Because aiki doesn’t function,  in fact: no martial art functions,  unless you can do that.

So: if you’re uke and you’re working with someone who’s not as  experienced,  we use the correct grip,  so that it’s easy to take their center… so that it takes very little physical force to unbalance nage –  and then you hold that so that nage gets the feeling of “how do I work with that?…” “How do I restore, or avoid…?” or “How do I completely absorb this attack?” And then, hopefully,  their reflection back takes uke‘s center.

And that’s like the essence of benevolent but true training. And then you can increase the intensity as time goes on.

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So, for instance, today we were working on the idea of what ura and omote are, and how omote might suddenly become very present with a certain kind of attack…

So: setting up to do suwari-waza-kokyu-ho, if we both do ura, then we have this balanced thing.  If uke and nage are both doing the same thing, then it’s all very balanced, the system harmonizes, and no-one gets thrown. Then it’s only when uke is tempted to extend –  only when uke pushes and tries harder to play their designated role in kokyu-dosa – only when uke puts their omote into it – and nage maintains their sense of ura, that the system absorbs it all and throws uke. Because that’s the nature of what we’re doing.

That’s the fun experiment we do a million, million, million times…

In-yo-ho and Makoto…

– – – by Kimbal Anderson Sensei

So this movement of energy we’re showing, this thing, is creating a circulation within  y o u r   body.   Now some forms of aikido never go beyond this:  “I have my center…I take your center… I throw you…”  This is very much  “I’m okay, you’re uke“…  (in other words: “I maintain my integrity and you don’t need to….”)   Well, what I prefer is that you both have structural integrity and you both keep it as you feed in.  Which means that uke doesn’t bail out,  but is able to experience the influences of being drawn into a greater circulation of energy.

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